where is the love?

i had to take a break. the blogs were making me crazy. i was REALLY turning into 'that girl' and lets face it folks--we're planning a PARTY. a really awesome party, but a party nonetheless. at this point i really am more interested in the ceremony and the things i would like to do to have special and memorable moments with my new husband. i want to remember that stuff the most. i have been much better about reading and detaching and still finding little rituals that others have done which feed my own creativity of what I'd like to do before and after my ceremony.

and i'm feeling much more peaceful in general about the whole thing. people get married all the time. and i really want to enjoy engagement. its such a lovely time and it is a unique time which we will only get once.

so, this week we will choose one caterer, let another one down, start to design our invitations and book blocks of rooms at hotels. the plans take care of themselves really.

:)